I don't know what writer's block is classified as, a sickness, a disease... whatever the diagnosis may be, I've got it.
But the worst part is, I've got it with everything. My blog is going completely scanty compared to what it usually is, I have to work extra hard to push out letters on the keyboard. I'm having serious trouble concentrating, I'm slacking off on my work because I don't know what to say, I'm being highly anti-social because I don't know what to think or how to make conversation happen; all of which used to come highly natural to me.
I think I've discovered a new emotion. I don't know what to call it... It most assuredly needs a name though. It's like... depression. I used to describe depression as a spider, webbing it's way thorough your mind, clogging your emotions and your conscience so you couldn't think of how to get out of it. But in depression, you tend to be blissfully unaware that your depressed, in denial almost.
This is different. I'm quite aware of this emotion, I just don't have a name for it. Pensiveness is the closest I can come to, because it's a step under sadness. Although, technically, I'm not sad, just very anti-social. I've spent all of the past two days playing FarmVille, blogging, playing Spyro the Dragon and a few other games. Nothing productive, no homework done, and here it is coming close to seven the day before I go back to school. I don't know what to do about this.
I need energy. Not like, witch-craft, cackle cackle energy. I need some sort of fuel to be able to go through the day, because I'm dying right now. Slowly, but surely. Maybe I'll be able to figure it out. Is it possible that procrastination is an emotion?
Until next time,
Smile, Smile, Crocodiles.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
As It Is...
It seems to occur to me that I never talk about anything of real value. I tend to meander off of my original topic to keep people entertained, but I never get my point across. To be honest, this is silly. I have one person who follows my blog, and to be honest, that's all I really need.
However, I do want my voice to be heard. I'm going to start "advertising" (Quote/Unquote) I don't know, but it seems to me that if I were to advertise my blog on sites I go on (Twitter, Facebook, DailyBooth, Youtube, TWIG) than maybe I could get a (Quote/Unquote) "fanbase" Hah, like that'll ever happen.
But, you have to understand, it's been a dream of mine for a long time, (I can't believe I'm going to openly admit this) to be a "YouTube Celebrity"
I know, it's lame, and it'll probably never happen, but I'm going to work on it. I'm getting my FlipCam for Christmas, and I should start vlogging (*crosses fingers*) by January? Maybe. It'll be a weekly thing to start, I'll probably start with something more interesting. (Rubik's cube solving video, walkthrough of some video game... Whatever.)
I'm not quite sure what to do to make this goal reality, but I have a feeling that it'll start small, and then get bigger, and bigger, and BIGGER. Just kidding. But it will.
So, I beat Spyro again today. Nom nom nom. I think I'm going to get some lunch, I just wanted to jot that down so I didn't forget about it.
Movie Review? Nah. Game Review time.
Professor Layton And The Curious Village:
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ (Out of ten)
The game tels the story of Professor Layton, a very smart London man, and Luke, his young assistent, who are asked by Lady Dahlia too come and seek a fortune known as "The Golden Apple". While searching for this, Layton encounters several other mysteries.
I'm not going to ruin the ending, because, to be honest, I though it was really cool.
That's all I have to say, though
Until next time,
Smile, Smile, Crocodiles.
However, I do want my voice to be heard. I'm going to start "advertising" (Quote/Unquote) I don't know, but it seems to me that if I were to advertise my blog on sites I go on (Twitter, Facebook, DailyBooth, Youtube, TWIG) than maybe I could get a (Quote/Unquote) "fanbase" Hah, like that'll ever happen.
But, you have to understand, it's been a dream of mine for a long time, (I can't believe I'm going to openly admit this) to be a "YouTube Celebrity"
I know, it's lame, and it'll probably never happen, but I'm going to work on it. I'm getting my FlipCam for Christmas, and I should start vlogging (*crosses fingers*) by January? Maybe. It'll be a weekly thing to start, I'll probably start with something more interesting. (Rubik's cube solving video, walkthrough of some video game... Whatever.)
I'm not quite sure what to do to make this goal reality, but I have a feeling that it'll start small, and then get bigger, and bigger, and BIGGER. Just kidding. But it will.
So, I beat Spyro again today. Nom nom nom. I think I'm going to get some lunch, I just wanted to jot that down so I didn't forget about it.
Movie Review? Nah. Game Review time.
Professor Layton And The Curious Village:
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ (Out of ten)
The game tels the story of Professor Layton, a very smart London man, and Luke, his young assistent, who are asked by Lady Dahlia too come and seek a fortune known as "The Golden Apple". While searching for this, Layton encounters several other mysteries.
I'm not going to ruin the ending, because, to be honest, I though it was really cool.
That's all I have to say, though
Until next time,
Smile, Smile, Crocodiles.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Yes, I'm Thankful/Black Friday Woes And Shopping Stories/MY COMPUTER IS MESSED UP!/Spyro The Dragon/Maybe I Should Make Seperate Posts... Nahhh. (Etc)
...The title says it all. I have a lot to talk about today. I'm still like, trying to get over what really happened. All Ye Be Warned Of What Is Now Foretold. Oh, and for the record, I took up the maximum amount of characters that you can have in a title, and I still had more to say about it... But whatever.
Thanksgiving was fantastical, fab, as always. There was turkey; dark meat, light meat, there were turnips, which I adore, stuffing, bruselsprouts, carrots, cranberry sauce, and a really nice butternut squash soup. All really good. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that my cousin, who cooked the dinner, is a chef... But, I don't know. Desert? Oh... Yum. Pumpkin pie, Lemon Meringue, Chocolate Cream, Apple, Blueberry, and Pear. Oh man was it good. I sincerly enjoyed myself.
And, of course, there was the cutest little cousin in the world present; Carson. He's adorable. He took my phone off of the table and was going "Hallo? Hallo?" Into it. It was cute. My cousin Emily was there too...
So, yes, I have a lot to be thankful for, but I promised some friends that I'd make a full list, so, I'm going to.
The three of us made a "gameplan" so that we could get up *semi* early so we could go shopping. Now, lemme clear something up, we didn't get up before four, so we could beat the CRAZY LINES. No, we were happily part of the crazy lines. I don't understand the mechanics of it, but apparently it has something to do with the fact that most stores are in the "Red" by the time Thanksgiving rolls around, and they need to get back into the "Black" to start making money. Black... Black Friday... Yeah.
So, we decided that we would leave a little after seven, so that we could head over to Target. Mom wanted to buy some electric drum pads for work, and I needed some clothes, so... Target was the place to go. Not to mention that I was shopping around for the prices of the FlipCam, so there was a place to check too.
Auntie Helen got some shirts, I got a shirt (mainly because I spilt hot chocolate on it after we went to Bagel Man. Can I just say that a plain bagel, toasted, with cream cheese, tomato and locks is amazing? Yum x131273019731. Wow factor, right thee.) and Mom got a few sweaters. Then we left Target and headed to Wal-Mart.
Now, the line at Target wrapped around the store, almost completely. It started at the register, went back past the like "Home Goods" section, down next to the Christmas trees, and then took another turn all the way past electronics and then another down back to the registers. It was crazy long, but at least the people were working really hard, earning their pay, and the line was moving pretty fast.
But that was nothing compared to the amount of people at Wal-Mart. And this really baffled me, because Wal-Mart had been open all night, because they were trying to avoid another "Black Friday Fatality". (If you didn't hear about it on the news, last year, a crazed mob trampled a man.... or woman, can't remember which, because they were trying to be the first people into the store as it opened.) But there were people everywhere! I couldn't even go in to check and see if there was a FlipCam... Oh well, we already bought it. (Santa's coming shopping online with me this year.)
We braved Khols after that, and Mom and I bought a pair of boots each, a pair of slippers for Tommy, as well as some clothes for him. (Don't tell!) The line there was pretty long.
Oh, and as a side note, I got about four calls from different people telling them that I had called them... My phone is prone to butt-diling, what can I say?
Long about the time we were at Khols, looking through the pots and pans section, (I refer to it as the Wooden Spoon section. I have since I was little, only because to me, all of those places, Pottery Barn, the isle with the spices at the grocery store, it all smells like wooden spoons, and I really don't like that smell... I just don't.) Mom realized that we were supposed to meet her friend Angela. (Long time NYC roommate.)
She called, and we made plans to go out for lunch a little after one. Which would have been fine, except that I got a text from a few of my friends saying that's when we were going to the Movies. I opted for lunch. I hadn't seen Angela's family in a really long time, and I missed them. The last time I saw Genna (her oldest daughter) was when she was like two, and I had never met the youngst one, Kara. We went to Chili's, ate some lunch, and then went back to the house.
Aright, so... then it happened. I was downloading something, and my computer just shut off. I was like... "What the hell?" So I re-booted. My desktop? Gone. There was this new thing on there. "Security Tool" I told my Mom, and we tried removing it, like you would a regular program, but it wasn't in there... Then I got the blue screen of death, and I flipped out. I called BestBuy, and the guy was like "Well, it's a virus." Like I didn't know that already. He told me I could bring it in for a "diagnostic check" and if there was a virus, they would have to wipe my entire hardrive to get rid of it, or they could just re-install Vista. Either way, I was getting my hardrive wiped. $199. No freeking way. And to back up my pictures, videos, music and documents? Another $99. Ugh. I told him that I'd call back later, and I went downstairs, sharing the news with my Mom.
I was able to locate where Security Tool was saved, but I didn't dare delete it. I didn't explain what Security Tool is. According to Wiki, it's what's called "ScareWare" which is basically fake SpyWare. What Security Tool does, is convince you that there is a virus on your computer. (There is... Security Tool...) It tries to get you to put in your credit card number and other information to get you to upgrade your Security Tool experience. When it had that, it loads virus' onto your computer, and you're screwed.
I kept calm, and plugged in my external hardrive, sending over my documents, pictures, videos, music, and a few other things that I really cared about. Then, I braced myself for the worst, and tried to re-set my computer, back to a previous date. (Who knew you could do that....) It worked. My computer is "Security Tool" free. And it should remain that way.
Want to hear my thoughts? I think that Security Tool, and most ScareWares were developed to try and get people to buy more SpyWare and AntiVirus software. People are smart. But seriously, what do they have to gain by wiping my hardrive? I haven't done anything wrong... Too bad for them, I won.
Meanwhile...
While all of this was going on, Mom was playing Spyro the Dragon. Have you ever played that game? It was the first video game that I ever played, coming out for the PlayStation system in 1998, when I was four years old. The (original) game fortells the life of a young dragon, Spyro, and his dragonfly-friend Sparx, who is his health-meter, (turning blue, then green, then disappearing if Spyro gets hurt too many times) and main jewel collecter, as they try to rescue eighty dragons and 12000 in five different worlds that have been captured by the infamous Gnasty Gnorc, leader of the gnorcs.
I love this game. I could seriously write an entire walkthrough for it while sleeping. I've played it and beat it way far too many times. It's probably unhealthy... So, she was playing that. Heading through Artisans into Peace Keepers, through Magic Crafters, on, towards Beast Makers, to Dream Weavers, and finally to Gnasty's World, a twisted world composed of a single island with a few portals to direct you to the levels, or areas. Whichever...
Along the way, Spyro encounters several "bosses" including Toasty; a sheep on stilts wearing a highly convincing brown cloak and hat with a pumpkin head, Dr. Shemp, a large, orange, green-haired gnorc with silver, fire proof armor and a long stick which he uses to smack you with, Blowhard; a tornado with a face and a hat, which shoots bolts of lightning at you, Metalhead, a large robot with a pink mohawk who relies on the help of his monkey friends, and Jaques, a "jack in the box" who throws boxes at you. Each get increasingly difficult, and are very fun.
I should really write about everything about Spyro, but I don't have the time, or blog space. Maybe some day...
I did want to tell you that this will probably be the last time that I do an enormous blog like this, composed of so many different elements. From now on, I think I'm going to stick to different blogs about different things in different post.
Like, if I want to talk about my cat, King (He's the cutest in the world, hands down.) than I would do a seperate post than with my opinion on New Moon. Which I'm going to do right now.
New Moon:
☆☆☆☆ (Out of ten)
The plot, I appreciated. The way Chris Weitz (the director of both movies) kept close attention to the details and emotion baggage changes that Bella goes through was very well done, I thought. They depicted exactly what the books did, and made it hotter with Taylor (Jacob).
I gave one star to casting, because I thought that was really well done, with Taylor as Jacob, and the way they cast Quil and Embry and how Dakota Fanning was fantasticly portraying Jane, even if she was only in about three minutes of the movie, one star to how they stuck to the book, one star to the special effects they used, and one star to the mediocre acting/hottness of Jacob. I love Jacob.
So, not too bad. Better than the first movie, in my opinion, with how it stuck to the book. I liked it, it was okay.
Can I just say that it took me two days to write all of this? Not a full 48 hours, of course, but I worked on it (and then my computer spazzed) and then I worked on it again today? Thank God for frequent draft saving.
Until next time,
Smile, Smile, Crocodiles.
And, of course, there was the cutest little cousin in the world present; Carson. He's adorable. He took my phone off of the table and was going "Hallo? Hallo?" Into it. It was cute. My cousin Emily was there too...
So, yes, I have a lot to be thankful for, but I promised some friends that I'd make a full list, so, I'm going to.
- I'm thankful for my family; my Mom, Tommy, Noah, Jake, Kori, Brooke, Dad, Karlie, Nanna, Roger, Grandma, Papa, Grandma, Laurie, Michael, Kyle, Kate, Jeff, Sandy, Emily, Kristie, Chris, Carson, Dorothy, Carl, Aunt Amy, Evan, Casey, Uncle Steven, Alex, Jack, Uncle Frankie, Aunt Crystal, Aunt Sydney, Anna and Sophie.
- I'm thankful for my pets; Tiger, King, Blue-Ray Flippers, Gretchen, Jack, Hershey, and (even though he's Kori's...) Sammie.
- I'm thankful for all of my favorite things; my laptop, my DS, my cell phone, my camera, my Wii, my PS2, and all of the other "electronicy" things that we own as a family.
- I'm thankful that I have a roof above my head, clothes on my back, God at my side, and food at the table each and every night.
- I'm thankful for my Mother's strive to do well in school, and work full time at Melrose, so that she can get a better job and finally be able to sit down.
- I'm thankful that my Dad is talking to me again, and that we can have plesant conversations everyonce in a while.
- I'm thankful for all of my friends, both online and IRL (In real life for y'all who aren't constantly on the interwebs...)
- I'm thankful.
The three of us made a "gameplan" so that we could get up *semi* early so we could go shopping. Now, lemme clear something up, we didn't get up before four, so we could beat the CRAZY LINES. No, we were happily part of the crazy lines. I don't understand the mechanics of it, but apparently it has something to do with the fact that most stores are in the "Red" by the time Thanksgiving rolls around, and they need to get back into the "Black" to start making money. Black... Black Friday... Yeah.
So, we decided that we would leave a little after seven, so that we could head over to Target. Mom wanted to buy some electric drum pads for work, and I needed some clothes, so... Target was the place to go. Not to mention that I was shopping around for the prices of the FlipCam, so there was a place to check too.
Auntie Helen got some shirts, I got a shirt (mainly because I spilt hot chocolate on it after we went to Bagel Man. Can I just say that a plain bagel, toasted, with cream cheese, tomato and locks is amazing? Yum x131273019731. Wow factor, right thee.) and Mom got a few sweaters. Then we left Target and headed to Wal-Mart.
Now, the line at Target wrapped around the store, almost completely. It started at the register, went back past the like "Home Goods" section, down next to the Christmas trees, and then took another turn all the way past electronics and then another down back to the registers. It was crazy long, but at least the people were working really hard, earning their pay, and the line was moving pretty fast.
But that was nothing compared to the amount of people at Wal-Mart. And this really baffled me, because Wal-Mart had been open all night, because they were trying to avoid another "Black Friday Fatality". (If you didn't hear about it on the news, last year, a crazed mob trampled a man.... or woman, can't remember which, because they were trying to be the first people into the store as it opened.) But there were people everywhere! I couldn't even go in to check and see if there was a FlipCam... Oh well, we already bought it. (Santa's coming shopping online with me this year.)
We braved Khols after that, and Mom and I bought a pair of boots each, a pair of slippers for Tommy, as well as some clothes for him. (Don't tell!) The line there was pretty long.
Oh, and as a side note, I got about four calls from different people telling them that I had called them... My phone is prone to butt-diling, what can I say?
Long about the time we were at Khols, looking through the pots and pans section, (I refer to it as the Wooden Spoon section. I have since I was little, only because to me, all of those places, Pottery Barn, the isle with the spices at the grocery store, it all smells like wooden spoons, and I really don't like that smell... I just don't.) Mom realized that we were supposed to meet her friend Angela. (Long time NYC roommate.)
She called, and we made plans to go out for lunch a little after one. Which would have been fine, except that I got a text from a few of my friends saying that's when we were going to the Movies. I opted for lunch. I hadn't seen Angela's family in a really long time, and I missed them. The last time I saw Genna (her oldest daughter) was when she was like two, and I had never met the youngst one, Kara. We went to Chili's, ate some lunch, and then went back to the house.
Aright, so... then it happened. I was downloading something, and my computer just shut off. I was like... "What the hell?" So I re-booted. My desktop? Gone. There was this new thing on there. "Security Tool" I told my Mom, and we tried removing it, like you would a regular program, but it wasn't in there... Then I got the blue screen of death, and I flipped out. I called BestBuy, and the guy was like "Well, it's a virus." Like I didn't know that already. He told me I could bring it in for a "diagnostic check" and if there was a virus, they would have to wipe my entire hardrive to get rid of it, or they could just re-install Vista. Either way, I was getting my hardrive wiped. $199. No freeking way. And to back up my pictures, videos, music and documents? Another $99. Ugh. I told him that I'd call back later, and I went downstairs, sharing the news with my Mom.
I was able to locate where Security Tool was saved, but I didn't dare delete it. I didn't explain what Security Tool is. According to Wiki, it's what's called "ScareWare" which is basically fake SpyWare. What Security Tool does, is convince you that there is a virus on your computer. (There is... Security Tool...) It tries to get you to put in your credit card number and other information to get you to upgrade your Security Tool experience. When it had that, it loads virus' onto your computer, and you're screwed.
I kept calm, and plugged in my external hardrive, sending over my documents, pictures, videos, music, and a few other things that I really cared about. Then, I braced myself for the worst, and tried to re-set my computer, back to a previous date. (Who knew you could do that....) It worked. My computer is "Security Tool" free. And it should remain that way.
Want to hear my thoughts? I think that Security Tool, and most ScareWares were developed to try and get people to buy more SpyWare and AntiVirus software. People are smart. But seriously, what do they have to gain by wiping my hardrive? I haven't done anything wrong... Too bad for them, I won.
Meanwhile...
While all of this was going on, Mom was playing Spyro the Dragon. Have you ever played that game? It was the first video game that I ever played, coming out for the PlayStation system in 1998, when I was four years old. The (original) game fortells the life of a young dragon, Spyro, and his dragonfly-friend Sparx, who is his health-meter, (turning blue, then green, then disappearing if Spyro gets hurt too many times) and main jewel collecter, as they try to rescue eighty dragons and 12000 in five different worlds that have been captured by the infamous Gnasty Gnorc, leader of the gnorcs.
I love this game. I could seriously write an entire walkthrough for it while sleeping. I've played it and beat it way far too many times. It's probably unhealthy... So, she was playing that. Heading through Artisans into Peace Keepers, through Magic Crafters, on, towards Beast Makers, to Dream Weavers, and finally to Gnasty's World, a twisted world composed of a single island with a few portals to direct you to the levels, or areas. Whichever...
Along the way, Spyro encounters several "bosses" including Toasty; a sheep on stilts wearing a highly convincing brown cloak and hat with a pumpkin head, Dr. Shemp, a large, orange, green-haired gnorc with silver, fire proof armor and a long stick which he uses to smack you with, Blowhard; a tornado with a face and a hat, which shoots bolts of lightning at you, Metalhead, a large robot with a pink mohawk who relies on the help of his monkey friends, and Jaques, a "jack in the box" who throws boxes at you. Each get increasingly difficult, and are very fun.
I should really write about everything about Spyro, but I don't have the time, or blog space. Maybe some day...
I did want to tell you that this will probably be the last time that I do an enormous blog like this, composed of so many different elements. From now on, I think I'm going to stick to different blogs about different things in different post.
Like, if I want to talk about my cat, King (He's the cutest in the world, hands down.) than I would do a seperate post than with my opinion on New Moon. Which I'm going to do right now.
New Moon:
☆☆☆☆ (Out of ten)
The plot, I appreciated. The way Chris Weitz (the director of both movies) kept close attention to the details and emotion baggage changes that Bella goes through was very well done, I thought. They depicted exactly what the books did, and made it hotter with Taylor (Jacob).
I gave one star to casting, because I thought that was really well done, with Taylor as Jacob, and the way they cast Quil and Embry and how Dakota Fanning was fantasticly portraying Jane, even if she was only in about three minutes of the movie, one star to how they stuck to the book, one star to the special effects they used, and one star to the mediocre acting/hottness of Jacob. I love Jacob.
So, not too bad. Better than the first movie, in my opinion, with how it stuck to the book. I liked it, it was okay.
Can I just say that it took me two days to write all of this? Not a full 48 hours, of course, but I worked on it (and then my computer spazzed) and then I worked on it again today? Thank God for frequent draft saving.
Until next time,
Smile, Smile, Crocodiles.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
*Crickets Chirp*
I had the strangest dream last night. I just woke up, so it's still really fresh in my brain. I was myself, and I had a boyfriend (who I don't know... never seen him before) We were shopping and all, for a friends wedding (I have a feeling that I was in college or something) and then the time skipped, but it's weird, because I remember the skip. It was like I was standing on an internet page, this blog, actually, and I wrote a post, because I had gotten married to my boyfriend, and then he had died (time skip...) I still had my friends wedding to go to though, and then I was back, looking at this blog, and I had like twenty something followers. Weird, huh?
I don't really know what to think of it... So, I'm really not going to.
"I hope you're writing this down, I'm gonna test ya later"
-In The Heights (In The Heights)
What else is new? Oh! Happy Thanksgiving! That was awkward, I completely forgot about Thanksgiving... Huh.
Not that I'm not excited, I love Thanksgiving. It's fantastic. Food, family, fabulous. I less-than three it. (<3)
Though, NaNo is technically coming to an end. I didn't really win. I have five days left, and about... 14K to write? Yeah... I don't think that's happening. Maybe I'll be able to write some more, possibly a little over 5K? I don't know.
So, that's what's new with me. I had rehearsal for Annie Get Your Gun yesterday, that was a blast. The only downside? The vocal director wants me to sing a high A flat... That's... not possible. I'll hurt myself, and I really don't want to do that... I need my voice.
So I'm on full vocal rest for the next five days, very little talking, no singing, and absolutely no shouting or screaming. That'll just kill me.
That's about it.
Until next time.
Smile, Smile, Crocodile.
I don't really know what to think of it... So, I'm really not going to.
"I hope you're writing this down, I'm gonna test ya later"
-In The Heights (In The Heights)
What else is new? Oh! Happy Thanksgiving! That was awkward, I completely forgot about Thanksgiving... Huh.
Not that I'm not excited, I love Thanksgiving. It's fantastic. Food, family, fabulous. I less-than three it. (<3)
Though, NaNo is technically coming to an end. I didn't really win. I have five days left, and about... 14K to write? Yeah... I don't think that's happening. Maybe I'll be able to write some more, possibly a little over 5K? I don't know.
So, that's what's new with me. I had rehearsal for Annie Get Your Gun yesterday, that was a blast. The only downside? The vocal director wants me to sing a high A flat... That's... not possible. I'll hurt myself, and I really don't want to do that... I need my voice.
So I'm on full vocal rest for the next five days, very little talking, no singing, and absolutely no shouting or screaming. That'll just kill me.
That's about it.
Until next time.
Smile, Smile, Crocodile.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Why So Serious?
- Joker, Dark Knight
I've decided to start writing again. Not because it's "good to let things out" like some crappy therapist with a daytime talk show says. Nope, I'm doing this for me, and because I like it. Investing time in it is something positive, right? And the world has pretty much become a negative place, right? Yep. There you go. Piece of cake.
I'm not the best looking, I'm not the best dressed
Hey, I don't know, I've got nothing
Give me a chance, I'm better than the rest
Hey girl, listen up cause I've got nothing
you know love ain't forever,
I've won the greatest prize.
And I feel it's now or never,
When I look into your eyes
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see that I'm crazy?
Nothing, nothing left for me
the lights are going out
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see I'm acting crazy?
Nothing, nothing left in me
There's nothing in my heart but you.
So I cry into my pillow when I wake from a dream
When I wake up, I've got nothing
I open my eyes, I'm nowhere to be seen
Hey girl, listen up, I've still got nothing
to hear you say my name
just once; this final time
would mean everything to me
and i want to call you mine
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see that I'm crazy?
Nothing, nothing left for me
the lights are going out
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see that I'm crazy?
Nothing, nothing left in me
There's nothing in my heart but you.
If you were sunshine I'd bathe in you,
If you were ocean I'd float on though
If you were fire I'd burn, it's true
There's nothing in my heart but you
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see that I'm crazy?
Nothing, nothing left for me
the lights are going out
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see that I'm crazy?
Nothing, nothing left in me
There's nothing in my heart but you.
(I've Got Nothing - ChartJackers)
That's a great song. And a great cause, if you've ever heard of it, drop me a line on Twitter (@siobhann23) It's amazing. The whole principal is awesome. It's a group of guys, who used youtube to write this song (they asked for melody submissions, smashed them together, asked for lyric submissions, smashed them together, and now they have a finished song.) They're hoping that it'll make it to number one on the charts in both England and America, and once it does, they'll start making serious money. But that's not all, they're donating all of this money to charity. So, go buy it on iTunes. I think y'all can spare .99 for charity.
I went to see New Moon the other day. Eh, it was okay. I gave it like a 4/10. One point for Jacob being mad freeking hot, one for Team Jacob, one for Aro being insanely creepy in Voltaire, and having a laugh eerily similar to that of The Joker from Batman, half a point for pretty good acting, and another half a point for pretty good graphics. (Technically, those were both a point each, but Edward had midrift, which made me want to throw up, so I took away one...)
Anyway, I'm Team Harry Potter all the way. I love those books, they're really good. I had to re-read them over the summer though. It's amazing how much you can forget.
Lately I've been re-reading Crank. I love that book too. Ellen Hopkins has a really individual and unique style, and I really like it. I may have a book list for Christmas (As well as a Flipcam, but I'll talk about that later...) I like the book because it's a true story. It's not just some implimented fabrication of Ellen's thoughts, it's real. I appreciate that.
I don't like the layout of my blog. No, scratch that. I really just don't like the colors of my blog. Green? What was I thinking during the summer. Well, I know. But you don't.
Whatever. Forget regret, or life is yours to miss. (Another Day - RENT) All that jazz.
What's on the agenda, lately... School. That's what. Speaking of which, I have an essay to write soon. So I'm going to go play the Wii.
Adios mes amigios.
Keep on truckin, smilin, livin.
I've decided to start writing again. Not because it's "good to let things out" like some crappy therapist with a daytime talk show says. Nope, I'm doing this for me, and because I like it. Investing time in it is something positive, right? And the world has pretty much become a negative place, right? Yep. There you go. Piece of cake.
I'm not the best looking, I'm not the best dressed
Hey, I don't know, I've got nothing
Give me a chance, I'm better than the rest
Hey girl, listen up cause I've got nothing
you know love ain't forever,
I've won the greatest prize.
And I feel it's now or never,
When I look into your eyes
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see that I'm crazy?
Nothing, nothing left for me
the lights are going out
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see I'm acting crazy?
Nothing, nothing left in me
There's nothing in my heart but you.
So I cry into my pillow when I wake from a dream
When I wake up, I've got nothing
I open my eyes, I'm nowhere to be seen
Hey girl, listen up, I've still got nothing
to hear you say my name
just once; this final time
would mean everything to me
and i want to call you mine
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see that I'm crazy?
Nothing, nothing left for me
the lights are going out
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see that I'm crazy?
Nothing, nothing left in me
There's nothing in my heart but you.
If you were sunshine I'd bathe in you,
If you were ocean I'd float on though
If you were fire I'd burn, it's true
There's nothing in my heart but you
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see that I'm crazy?
Nothing, nothing left for me
the lights are going out
I've got nothing, can't you see me baby?
Look into my eyes see that I'm crazy?
Nothing, nothing left in me
There's nothing in my heart but you.
(I've Got Nothing - ChartJackers)
That's a great song. And a great cause, if you've ever heard of it, drop me a line on Twitter (@siobhann23) It's amazing. The whole principal is awesome. It's a group of guys, who used youtube to write this song (they asked for melody submissions, smashed them together, asked for lyric submissions, smashed them together, and now they have a finished song.) They're hoping that it'll make it to number one on the charts in both England and America, and once it does, they'll start making serious money. But that's not all, they're donating all of this money to charity. So, go buy it on iTunes. I think y'all can spare .99 for charity.
I went to see New Moon the other day. Eh, it was okay. I gave it like a 4/10. One point for Jacob being mad freeking hot, one for Team Jacob, one for Aro being insanely creepy in Voltaire, and having a laugh eerily similar to that of The Joker from Batman, half a point for pretty good acting, and another half a point for pretty good graphics. (Technically, those were both a point each, but Edward had midrift, which made me want to throw up, so I took away one...)
Anyway, I'm Team Harry Potter all the way. I love those books, they're really good. I had to re-read them over the summer though. It's amazing how much you can forget.
Lately I've been re-reading Crank. I love that book too. Ellen Hopkins has a really individual and unique style, and I really like it. I may have a book list for Christmas (As well as a Flipcam, but I'll talk about that later...) I like the book because it's a true story. It's not just some implimented fabrication of Ellen's thoughts, it's real. I appreciate that.
I don't like the layout of my blog. No, scratch that. I really just don't like the colors of my blog. Green? What was I thinking during the summer. Well, I know. But you don't.
Whatever. Forget regret, or life is yours to miss. (Another Day - RENT) All that jazz.
What's on the agenda, lately... School. That's what. Speaking of which, I have an essay to write soon. So I'm going to go play the Wii.
Adios mes amigios.
Keep on truckin, smilin, livin.
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